But I Might Die Tonight March 16, 2010
Posted by nrhatch in Happiness, Life Balance, Mindfulness.comments closed
I refuse to live life by consensus.
If people question the freedom I have afforded myself, if they resent that I live life by my own rules instead of living up (or down) to societal expectations, if they wonder how I can follow my dreams, instead of following the footsteps of others, I hum softly to myself:
I don’t care what you say anymore, this is my life. Go ahead with your own life and leave me alone. {{Billy Joel rocks!}}
If you are not living the life of your dreams . . . what’s stopping you?
For many people, it’s fear (and/or its second cousin, guilt). People are afraid to do what they want to do because: (a) they might anger friends and family; (b) they might fall flat on their face; or (c) they don’t feel empowered to make decisions for themselves.
If fear is holding you back, maybe you need a new mantra:
* Freedom lies in being bold. ~ Robert Frost
* Nothing ventured, something lost. ~ Neale Clapp
* The greatest mistake we can make is to be continually fearing that we will make one. ~ Elbert Hubbard
* Do one thing every day that scares you. ~ Unknown
* There’s as much risk in doing nothing as in doing something. ~ Trammell Crow
* Feel the fear and do it anyway. ~ Susan Jeffers
For others, it’s guilt that keeps them from soaring. They feel guilty about putting themselves first, even occasionally. They’ve been conditioned to believe that others should have a vote in how they live their life.
If it’s guilt holding you back, perhaps one of these mantras will inspire you:
* This is my life. I’m not going to have this moment again. ~ Bernie Siegel
* We don’t have an eternity to realize our dreams, only the time we are here. ~ Susan King Taylor
* Chained by their attitude, they are a slave, they have forfeited their freedom. Only a person who risks is free. ~ Unknown
* You must take your chance. ~ William Shakespeare
* There are only so many tomorrows. ~ Michael Landon
* We might as well live. ~ Dorothy Parker
Once we cast off the invisible constraints of fear and guilt, we reclaim our freedom to dive into our dreams and pursue our purpose with passion!
Finally, after a bit of trial and error, I got it right. I moved step by step in the direction of my dreams, ignoring the fear and guilt which tugged on my sleeve and attempted to tether me to the ground.
As a result, I’m living where I want to live, I’m doing what I want to do, and I make no apologies (and feel no guilt) for pursuing my dreams because, in the words of Cat Stevens . . . I Might Die Tonight.
And, here’s the kicker, so might you.
Quote: Why do we put off living the way we want to live, as if we have all the time in the world? ~ Barbara de Angelis
No rules. Just write!